Happy New Year

Independency. Come to think of it, being independent is not something everyone can do.

You practically depend on everyone around you. Being independent means living alone, you grow your own food, build your own house, without any help from anyone. To me, that is the definition of independent. Walking alone, shop by using the money gained by someone else and was given to you does not make you any independent. you still depend on the money that was given to you. You still depend on the grocers who sells groceries. You still depend on the farmers that you pay indirectly to supply your food stock. You see what I see now ? :)

The true definition of independency is when you only rely on God. You depend on Him. You don't need money to live. That is independent, where you do not depend on anyone. depend-less. The way I see it, life is a cycle that no one can ever figure out. You will never know, one day, the person who is sitting in front of you, a person you barely know, someone who you've never greeted, someone you despise even, might be the person who you will depend on in the future. You can never foresee the people you'll cling on in the future. No one can ever know that., you can decide, but you can't determine. Same goes to what will happen in the next few seconds. I was taught to expect the unexpected, to be physically and mentally ready for the unexpected events, accidents, incidents or whatever. But eventhough I've been burying that thought in my mind since forever, but still I have to and I am expecting a mental breakdown when something bad happens. I am expecting the unexpected. ha ha ha.

So this is the self created knowledge I got for 2013. So that is all for now. Assalamualaikum and Happy New Year.